Hmm...

It 3rd month for us ler... now waiting for 4th month for us... cant wait for it... wan to make couple ring with my dear...

Sain... got a problem... I must let my dear feel my love... she said she cant feel it sometimes... i don understand y... but then i now somehow already noe why ler... i let her wait for me too long... and like don care about her when i am doing my thiings... she now not feeling good... so i don disturb her now... but then i now felt very bad... like got lemon juice on my heart... everytime i heard she tell me this... we like just normal friend... like not stead... i have used to it ler... i jiu immeditaly stone mood... like everything around me stop... felt very bad and somehow hurt... i though i have done my part... yet it is like still back at square one... i now desperatly wan to solve it... but it seem i have been going on the wrong direction... things shld be the same for her now... all i wan is to let her be happy... yet i am the problem from letting happy.... i need this help now... i need this ans... i need to understand wat is " i am u, u are me. "

I know i love her... but if she cant feel it... WAT IS THE POINT ??... zzz... i am wondering... am i a idiot or wat... y i just cant understand... and solve it right away... Y am i so stupid... zzz... Stoning... but then stone cant solve my problem... Y ? Y ? Y? Y cant i understand... My mind is going blank... like my brain don have any solution for this problem...

Fk man... feel like banging my head on the wall...

Dear... all i wan to say is... I love u and i care for u everyday... i hope u noe it and can feel it...