I just cant say it to u dear... i am sorry...

Dear... i am sorry k... but i just cant say it to u... i feeling very... i don noe wat to say... haizz... on one fact i don wan u to so close with my bro... on another hand i don noe y i feeling like this... i shld not feel this way... this feelings just keep running through my minds... and i don noe wat to do... but i don wan to tell u... cause it like... no ending... cause is like i think too much or wat... haizz... seeing u dancing so wild in the room with them... i hurts me alot... i don noe y... but it scare and pain me... tat y i said i want to go to the toilet... to let my mind settle down first... but then i felt relieve cause i have go find u... i am very afraid u will did something wrong... your dream... i don noe... haizz... although i noe u kept on saying that u love me... but u everytime with them... i just cant stop to think too much... i just cant get ease... haizz... nvm bah... guess i think too much again...

Dear... Happy 5th month... i love you and trust you... let meet for our 6th month k... ^^