Is that a hint ? Or am did i imagined it again. I noe i am stupid. But it just feel like i just keep on hoping for something, then being push down and fallen to pieces. I really love you. but i don wan to be a dumb ass, i don like to be toyed with.

Fk man, how i hope i am clever enough to understand this. Is this a hint or wat ? If this is wat i think it is, then i will prove it to you. Of course. If that is the wish that never come true, then i will make it come true. To me, losing you is already like my world had broke apart. I slowly finding lost pieces of wat i can find and finding a new goal and life. but if my world is back again, i will make it a better world. Cause that is the world that i want to live in. i know that from the deep of my heart.

I am only afraid that wat u left there is not for me. So that is also showing that u move on with your life. And time will prove to you that someone will be able to woo you and make you heal back all the pain that i give you. I really don noe wat to think off. So many possiblilty and so little proof. I just hope that u will be the one that i noe from my heart. Cause if one day, i really mange to woo you back. I will hug you like mad, and cry in your hug telling you how much i miss you during this dark period. I don noe man. Y am i crying so badly now. Now is still day man, i cannot be so weak man. U really broke me hard girl, cause u noe where is my weak spot.

Fk man, i really hope that i am not a fool, and get fooled by this msg. I don think i can take this anymore. Another push to hell.

For now, i will take it as a hint. At least for now i still have something to hold on and move on. Thks. If that msg really is meant for me.

I rather be a fool cause i have nothing to hold and move on now.

Cried
Afriad but glad

ALJH sorry that i am stupid.