It been 6 days le, my heart just can't let u down. Didt

It been 6 days le, my heart just can't let u down. Didt
get the time to write anything. Cause phone get caught by mp. Omg, this is painful man. Wat do u mean ? In your facebook ?? Is it the end ?? I can't think optismistic anymore. We went to en chalet. I still bring hope, some where in my heart. I Noe tat we are link. I am sorry to let u worry. And I did change. Treat u as a friend. But now wat is this ?? So u move forward and forget about me ? Is that wat u mean ?? This is painful. I don Noe how am I gona take it. U give me hope to move on, yet u are also the one to crush my hope.
So wat does tat mean ? So many possbilities. So everything tat happen at chalet was just a lie ? U wan to show your friends u are strong ? U really hate me and wan to forget about me fully? Move on, will not dwell in your past ? So did I really give you lots of pains and hurt ?? So I have to suffer now ?? All these shit.

At least I knew tat. I really love u, and I will never betray you to be with another girls. Y do I have all these treatment ? I kept on lying to myself. But now wat u type is the truth ?? So many what and why? Or since the very start, u wanted to break out ?? Or ... ... So many or. So in our life there is no more if ??

I really don Noe. Everyday in my life. I only noe I miss u. And this is really come from my heart. So wat does your heart say ? I wan to Noe ?? So y en say tat we will surely be together again. So everything he and you talk about is all a lie ?? Or both of you are talking about other things ?? How can I let this go man?? Why does he always have to be with you when u need me ? So are u continuing your life with a new love now ?? So do I have to wait ?? Wat do I have to do ?? Is it really I relies on you too much till I don noe wat to do anymore ?? No way back to our past ?? So do we still have a future ??

Zzz... So many question, yet there is no answer at all. Y ?? Y ?? It been like this for my life. Do I have to live with this forever ?? Is tat y I get to Noe things my way. Understand everything myself ?? I already don Noe sia. This is too much man. Y do I always have to be ditch by the girl I like or love. Yet so many other girls tat I don wan just keep on coming ?? Haizz...

God tell me please. If u are there ?? Please I need answers. If u are there. Please....

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