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Girl, i noe u have move on. Sorry to be pulling your back leg. But don ask me to move on. Cause it is so hurtful. The girl that u love the most asking u to move on. And look for a new girl. It is damn painful, u noe ? If one day, one day, my heart have no love for u anymore, not even a little... then maybe, one day, one day, i will move on bah.

I am sorry k, i don noe how to keep everything into a small box, and put it in a corner of my heart. If u can, then great k. but i am not you girl. Things that might be easy for u, ani't easy for me too.

If this all hardship is all i have to suffer now. i don mind, cause i rather suffer now then later, at least. i have a brighter future. If he really move his real feelings for u, and u felt sorry. Then jiu go for it bah, i noe that u will feel very bad. That is one of the point that i love u girl. If u really like him, then jiu go bah. Even one day, u found out u love him. But i will still standing here, waiting for u. Don ask me to go, cause i don wish to see one day, when u are left alone standing there, and there are nobody there for u. I have volunter for that, so please don ask me go.

I will still do wat i have to do, but if u want me to seal everything into a small box and keep in my heart. Then i will also seal my feeling and love in it. Cause that is the fairy tale ending that i want.
I have give in for u girl, so u can just take it k, U noe that i can be as stubborn as u de. And don blame me for cursing your current relationship k, every man have to fight for his battles de, for his happiness. So don blame me, and i wont say sorry for that. :p

Wonder when will be your next call, i noe it will be very long later. So wat ? I cannot wait meh ? If u really need someone to listen to u, please call me k. This free line is just for u nia, 24/7. ^^ don be shy k.

I also have think of something, that i hope that u can do for me. If one day i die k. ( touch wood la) lol. If i am still young, and not that succesfull yet, please just come to my funeral jiu can le. AND please wear the last ring we had made together. Just for that day nia. k ? And tell my mum to throw my ash into the seas please. What for wasting land, and still have to ask ppl to pray for me. Stupid. But if i am older le and quite successful, please if possible, use my money then open my funeral at the beach, western style. Everybody in black. Just the way u dreamt of my funeral. Then after the funeral, please throw into the sea k. Same lar, u also must wear our last ring k. Just like how u dream. ^^ I figure out maybe we really never married bah, cause in your dream, we are just old. And u wearing our ring nia. in black. Lol. Maybe that is the story for your dream. Dejavu. ^^ That all. Must touch wood. Lol, i don wan to die so early too !!

30 years old, for me. U WILL MARRY ME !! If we are still single. Hope u are single till then !!! HAhahahahah... Remember this hor, so if u cant find any right guys for u in the coming years, don blame me k. Curse and swear. Nb, must clear this current guy first. Zzz... Go club and ons lar, nb. Zzz...

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