Horoscope of the day:

Horoscope of the day:
The moon is making you feel sensitive and romantic today, whereas the high prietess is encouraging you to be discreet and have patience. These cards suggest that you are fantasizing about a relationship that could fulfill your dream of perfect love, dear Azlin, but you dont dare to talk to the person who occupies your thoughts. Maybe you have the feeling that you're in for a disappointment.

Thinking of you but I know I'm scared of the disappointment that you always give me.
Every single time i forgive you and move on.
every time you expect me to wait.
even now u expect me to wait if u ever change. You SIAO AH~~~
like this we might as well just firget it la.
I thought now is your turn to wait and dont let me wait alr~~
U will wait but When i come back, U will probably have changed?
and might not be ready to accept me back?"
Tts Fucking not waiting la~~
U want me to wait agn~~
U crazy ah~ u think i wait not enough ah~~
I really dun know what u want le la~
I really do love the time we spent tgt
and i really do love u but I'm afraid of fucking alot of things.
For now, I think i just keep my thoughts to myself.
Just change if you want. I dun expect you to wait anymore.
Tags: ailingjinghao. 29nov.

Girl, I don Noe is tat u don Noe me, or u don't trust me till u don Noe me anymore. Girl, I am glad that u tell me how u feel. Cause u never say I will never know. Tat is y everything that come through my mind first or things that I have think off, I tell u. I wan to noe watt your feeling and your reaponse. I rather be truth to u girl, telling u all the possible outcome that i have thought off and noe your ans and response, rather then after that telling u things that I can't promise. I am trying to cut down the misunderstanding chances so we could be prepared when things happen. I Noe I always ask u things that will make u angry and du lan. But it is not my attention to quarrel with u. I ask u things but that does't mean I will do it. I had always been like this. Since young. I told u before tat there was once when I was still in pri sch. I argued with my mum the first time saying tat I don wan to cut hair. So my mum thought I not going. But after tuition I still make my way to my grand parent house there de barber shop. I waited for hours for my mum. In the end the Malay barber that always cut hair for me, give me ten cent for me to call my mum. And I called my mum. She was shocked tat I was there. U shld hear tat before cause I swear I have tell u before.

Before we stead, I have told u before too that I Noe tat our personality does't suit each other. But so what, the most important thing is tat I love you. I have feelings for u girl, and I don mind to go up and down the moutons for u. As long as u are with me. Tat is all I asked. I don believe tat we together, can't overcome all these shit.

But in the end, is my own doing which make u leave me. And what I am doing now is simple. I am waiting for u. Lots of things can prove that. But u don Noe wether u will come back to me anot, and u asked me to move on. I am moving on, just like I told u. But my
Love side will just stop there. Cause I still love u. And I dare to swear it. But u also didt give me a clear ans. I Noe u still love me, but u also "love " him too. I can't accept this yet wat I can do for u, is to wait. Girl, u tell me, did u had any slight regrets ? Tat u break with me ? I not asking tat u got regret be with me before. And I really afraid tat if we patch, one day u will suddenly leave me again. I really afraid tat I can't take a second fall again. I am sorry k. But u won't scare tat I like can't give u my 100percent if we patch cause I am afraid ? I don noe how to phrase it. Wrong words. But I mean just I am afraid when we patch, I am not the same guy tat I once was. Are u ready to accept my changes ?

And last question. Did u regret tat u pong ping with your current bf ? Please tell me the truth k. This very important to me k. Please. Don lie to me about this k.

It just tat till now, I still can't accept it. It really painfull, even till now. I still can remember the pain when you first told me about this thing.

I noe u will angry about wat I type here k. But this is wat I realy wan to say. I will still wait for u. My feelings for u will never change. Trust me little by little. Girl, if u don start, we will never have a chance to be together. Isnt it ?

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