Insomnia

Insomnia

Can't sleep. Kept on thinking of her again. Just change her proile pic. Damn beautiful. Hope that she would be mine. :( haizz... This is so torturing. Zzz...

Even with headache and muscle ache, tiredness still can't make me sleep man. So many thoughts and so many question.

I had been 18 days le. But nothing change for me. She is still running in my mind. Haizz... Think so much. But got use mah? Now my name is bunk is call emo king. WTF. It just no mood wat. Everybody clear off. Only left me. Tml more worse, left me and zr. Guard duty. Zzz... But I go home also don Noe wat to do.

I have 2 thoughts currently. One is that this is just a test for me from her. Which most probably not possible. Secondly is that, she don have feeling for me le, that y she didt ask me to wait and continue to move on. But I hope this is not true. I really pray and wish that is not true. ... ... Y didt she ask me wait ? And who did she write to on fb? Wait for her. Haizz...

I can see that her bf also change profile pics. Both of them shld went for sushi. Something in her just can't change. Wonder how long I have not eaten sushi le. Zzz...

Sick and emo. Maybe I shld pop some med to let me sleep bah. At least when I sleep I may be happier for dreaming of her. ... ... How I wish that I really have the teleport skill. Zzz... See her sleeping face then jiu go back camp.

Hope that she is fine and healthy.

ALJH badly missing her...

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