Raining everyday... Just like my feeling in my heart.

Raining everyday... Just like my feeling in my heart. Hate these weather... It is just too cold for me to take it.

I don Noe is u take my words as a joke that i will wait for u cause I always can't get serious, or is i take your word not serious enough. To move on. U dit ask me to wait too... So wat is your heart telling now? U noe that u don love me anymore and u just call me cause u still can't get use too it ? Or u still have feeling for me, but I expired le.

I can feel tat u have been enjoying with your current bf. It is painful for me, but at least u are enjoying it. I really hope he treat u well, guess I am not tat kind of person to be evil bah. Zzz...

Guess tat I just don Noe my limits bah, keep on holding on u, when actually u already is not there for me le. The truths hurts, but I am just too stubborn to admit that I am the loser. Zzz...

If maybe, one day I have a knock on my head. And it is so serious tat I have amnesia, maybe tat day u can come find me. Cause u will feel most secure with me bah. Zzz... But now still have this bf, so cannot anyhow do yet.

Just hope u are fine, had not been sleeping well. Kept on having weird dreams.

Too much to worry, yet am I qualify to worry ??

ALJH actin tough is hard. Zzz...

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