Am I ? Nobody.

Am I ? Nobody.

Am I back to square one again ? Or is just that I am trying too hard? I really force u to meet me mah ? Am I giving u pressure? I am not thinking for you again ?

I just want to meet u, on your free time. I am not asking u to skip classes or don't do project and ask you come to meet me. I never say u can't go to your gathering. Girl, to u, am I really that not understanding ?

I really wan you to finish your project too, always see u last minute rush and stuff. Really dont like it. I know u are always lazy, and now u want to do your project, how would I want to stop u girl ? And your family gathering. I understand your family always have gathering during the cny period. And I never asking u not to attend. I noe that this kind of gathering is a must show face thing. I just feel sad for not able to meet u as much this weekend. Bit I never force u girl. Is my SMS or the way I talk to you very gui lan ? I don't even noe I sound like this. :(:( I am not being possessive girl. I noe that I am not your bf yet, and u are changing, you need more time to meet your friends, and u have a tight shedule this year, espically this month and the following month. Because of your final year exams and your project. You want to achieve your goals, and having a bf is not priority now. So I shld not be possessive and expecting u to give me your time to meet me. I noe that girl.
So if I really can't meet u, I don't mind. And if u really have a little time left, all I ask is that little time. To meet you, see you. :):) tat all I want. After every book out, see u and get charge up for book in on Sunday. I may not be your life, but girl, you are my life.

All these talking just now, it feel like, I am a nobody.

Maybe I am really a nobody now. But I want to be a somebody in your life. Am I asking too much ? Did I get sloppy again or wat ? Just tell me. Cause I can't see myself girl, only u can. So please tell me.

Lucky that I have guard duty, guess I shld head back and stone there, better then lying on bed and watch the walls.

Sleep tight girl, I just want u to be fine. If I am irritating you, then let me know k. I will distance myself. how can I woo a girl who hate me ? Sweet dreams girl. Cover blanket.

ALJH.

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