In the morning...

Woke up early, guess that is the best i can bah. How can someone sleep tight when his mind is full of trouble ?

Really got the urge to buy carrot cake for you girl. and ride to your place and pass it to u. Guess u are still at home now bah. 10.13am. But i got no confidence that u are ready to see me yet anot. I am afraid it will back fire. Am i chossing a right choice ? Tell me please girl.

Today really have a good weather, haizz... If we can meet, then i jiu can procced on with my plan le. Guess today can go either to the pet farm, or the dome for picnic.

All are just thoughts, but i really wan to do all. My body is better today le. But I am still thinking about us. Is this reallly the end now ? It seem so fast. Two weekend. Gone. Haizz...

Please call me when u are better or not tired of talking to me k. Please. Really need your call badly. At least let me woo u by the normal way please. Now is like i cant even move on with my plans at all. Please girl. I didt lie to you, when i say i love you girl. You are not my option girl, you are my only choice. And i always have time for you girl, it just that i never make good use of our time together. I never fooled you girl, it the truth that i love you.

At least let me do something to earn back your trust back ? Slowly. Let me prove myself.

It like talking to a way whe i type all this. But at least i can say it out. If not, i will just have too much in the head, and go hay wire. Zzz...

Please call me girl. Please. I really have things planned. i just hope i can execute my plans. So please just follow me. This is wat i want.

ALJH. No pain, No gain.