Sleepless night

Girl, hope that you are sleep tight now. Let me take your load away from you and help you take. Sleep well and tight k.

The time now is 4.38 am. Haizz... The thought of other ppl wooing you and the probability of you accepting one of them, really is killing me. I cabt put myself to sleep. Even though you called me, but this does not ease my heart at all. So many guys, and my odds now. Everything does't seem good to me at all. I want to worked hard and prove it to you. But do i really have the chance ? I cant even pray to god. I think i can only pray to you now. Be my goddness bah.

I am full of flaw, but i am really trying my best to be flawless. So please k. May you one day be soft hearten by me bah. Girl, i promise you that i will be there for you. Remember ? I am still here. Even if i am not wat u wanted or want.

Please just look at my very long never give up spirit and keep on got the good intention to become a better bf, just please don give up me please. I know i am pathetic. But i will stand up from my mistakes, each time i fall, it only make me more understand you and get to noe the real you. Feel all your pain that i never knew i have been giving you. I told you right ? I rather feel all these pain and become a better man. For you, not for other girls. I noe i break your heart lots of time, but now i feel your pain le. And it also hurt my heart alot. The feeling of you leaving me. Hurts and pain me. But it did not break my heart girl, althought there are scars all around my heat, but it only make my skin thicker to accept more pressure and make me a better guy and not making me fragile and weaker. I can say that i have change to a different person ever since i am be with you. And i really don wan to lose you. Cause you are my way of life, my future.

I noe i am slow but i will change. i noe i have say this so many time, but i did not once say i have enough of this and give up right ? So please give me this chance k. I don need you to wait for me. Cause i noe u are a strong girl, u have lot of things and goals to accomplish too. i don wan you because of waiting for me and stopping you doing all these things k. I don wan u now to pang nan peng you or if got the chance to pang fu. I don wan to be your burden. But please just give me the chance when the time is ripe k.

Karma, so doest it mean i suffer now and enjoy later, if this is the case i don mind at all. Let me train and be perfect for you. Not just only talk, but to show you.

ALJH 5ever !! No Pain, No Gain.