What is wrong ?

What is wrong ?

What is wrong this week ? I have a good start, but why is it ending like this ? I feel that I am actually a somebody, in your heart. But because of a question, asking what time u free. I become a nobody. I felt that we are doing great? How and why does it happen ? And my friends? What is wrong man. Soccer game goes wrong, friends saying I pang sei. Doing last minute guard duty now.

Everything is wrong. I am not blaming anybody. Or scolding the god. Just wanting to noe where goes wrong? What I done? What have I say?

I don't to be like dou. Self pity. Zzz... Bastard.

Being a jack of all trades is really a somebody and a nobody.
I get it now. I am somebody to my friends. But I am a nobody cause I don't have a best friend. I don't even feel that I can talk to you girl. Don noe y, is my life boring? When I feel to tell something that happen in my life, u just don't wan to hear it. I don noe y. I really want to learn how to read someones mind. Guessing and follow your feeling is bring u no where pal.

Everyone want comfort, but nobody is willing to give it. Jr, ben, weiting, gabriel, etc. Get to see the darker side of man. I am one too, knowing my weakness, yet I can't overcome it. Is it I am too weak ? Or I don have the self discipline and determination ? Zzzz... If I have a older bro or sister jiu Hao. Zzz... I always need guidance. Zzz... Hate myself. Argh...

But life gotta move one, time is not waiting. Cause I am not able to live forever...

Can I be your somebody permanently and not a nobody.

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