Bad feeling...

Bad feeling...

Girl, thks for spending your day with me. I enjoy it alot. I hope u enjoy too. As in really happy. Not just want to pity me then tell me de.

Got this really bad feeling. I am
Afraid after this night, u are already attached le. Maybe I am right ? Maybe I am Wrong. He had been taking that both of u together le, you say u will be taking slow. But I noe u girl, if he do the right thing tonight. Hold your hand, send u back home. Kiss u on your cheek or lips. U will be attached by tml.

But of course I hope that tonight he say something wrong, or do something wrong. And u noe that both of u are not fit to be together. But as current situation , it shld the other way round bah. I have no confident of myself. Of course. Cause I noe u are tired of me le. Everytime giving chance an wait. But I just keepnon never give wat u want. It is all my fault. How I hope time can stop. Just today, or just reverse to today morning again and just restart the day.

Haizz... Did I do well today ? Do I earn myself a delay or a chance or nothing. I ask myself and I wonder. Crap. Feel like crap now. Feel like laughing out loud, laugh at myself. Feel like taking bino and see u walking home anot, wether he sending u back anot. I won't be waiting at your place le. I can't do tat all the time. I won't be riding my bike around seng kang and see where u all slack. Cause u and candy might already not at sk le. Going other places, that y u get to meet kl. Thinking lots of shit again.

Let see how many is right and how many is wrong k.

Will tml be better? Will u wake up and enjoy my day again ? Or just a new start in my life again? It is so happening man. My current life. Haha...

ALJH. Hoping everything is going the way I want it. :(:( expect the unexpected. ... Zzz ...

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