20/07/15

I can feel... seriously... that i am losing my strength... everyday... little and little more... Everyday i wake up... i feel more tired... I can feel that my mood is sapping my strength.

I can feel the drastic change. I don't know that i am getting tired of life or i am just of myself.

I ask myself every morning, is it really me. Is it really my fault. OR is it really that we are uncompatiable.

Everyday, just waiting and waiting. For your message. Thinking what is running through your mind. Do i even run through your mind ?

Just like a lyric from a sad song.

It feel like we are really still in love yesterday, and today we are just like this. I was just planning what to do this coming week and the next moment we are not connected. Not in either world.

I could only just force myself to focus on my work. I cant wait to get a new job. So maybe could start a new life some how.

Is this really what u want ? or is this just a test for us ?
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I can hear two different voices. Deep in me. I had always known. The other me. The dominant one.

But maybe, it is mind over body. That i can supress it. Under. But somewhere. In my heart. I just feel like unleashing it.

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Was remembering the moment, where u download this app. Where we can sing and record our singing and share with others. As it was just recently, every time i hear that song, i could just see us. Singing into your phone. Recording the song and compare with the others. It was a good night.

Do you remember that night ?

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