21/07/15

Don't like to hear that you are sick. You always forget to take care of yourself. I want to remind you to take care of yourself, yet i have to force myself to restrain myself. U need the space to breath. Cause u are suffocating.

At least today we did message slightly more. I can feel the space u need is starting the healing for you. Maybe u feel not so restrain when i am not around you. You don't need to be the " adult" and for once u can be"alone" and feel free.

I think now, we both have to respect the space we had. For u, to breath and feel free. For me, to feel the restrain, pain and grow.

I know that u respect the post so much, so much so that i have read it every day i wake up. To set goals for myself, brainstorming the correct goals and strive for it.

I believe true love is hard to find. And if found, u got to try your best no matter how hard. Cause once it is lost, it will not come back.

Thanks for the talk. At least for now, i am at peace. I hope u are at peace too. Rest well dear.